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06.04.08

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 4, 2008, 6:01 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
06.04.08

i haven't slept peacefully in a while.
strange how you can be surrounded by people and feel so terribly alone.

and even if i do sleep, i'm always irked by these simple, strange symbolic dreams.
everyday.
every detail, every reference, every small simple thing....it all just links my mind to ____. (well, you fill in with your own assumptions...)

is it this hard to be different?

the ignorance and actions of others do affect me. but perhaps in a good way....i'm trying.
hard.

to be the one.
the best.

I feel like I've wasted all these years, built a facade from my idiotic idealism and what I think is perfection. god, i swear....i'll be good enough one day.


will you want me then?

I've realized you hurt more when you want things to be better. You never notice the pain until you think you have the opportunity to be happy.

funny, how we let our hearts take over. feelings fucks with logic. you go back, knowing you'll be stepped on. i'm blindsided. sometimes, you think being stripped of these emotions can be better, but then.....where does 'happiness' come into place? (that's what we all sought for) if we didn't need a heart....we wouldn't need anyone. so, maybe it's better.



i can hardly remember what i did the last few days...






has anyone ever taken the chance..the time...the sacrifice..to see/talk me?
let me know i'm still here.
reassurance is all i need.




much love..

-kammy.




They're talented.

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  • Current Age: .14.
  • Current Residence: .t e x A s.
  • Interests: animes•music•art•track/field•blue•food•things.
  • Favourite movie: SLC PUNK•Constantine.Samurai X.....Animes..
  • Favourite band or musician: •Incubus•My brother.His band. Those other people.
  • Favourite genre of music: Indie.Experimental.Ambient.Foreign.Rock.Alt.
  • Favourite artist: .Max•Amy-Hooton•MOONDOGPROD1.
  • Favourite poet or writer: .Brandon Boyd.
  • Favourite photographer: Atomic-puppet
  • Favourite game: .Counter-Strike. Any Half-life mods+games
  • Favourite gaming platform: >PC<

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~naturalite:iconnaturalite: Jun 15, 2008, 11:33:34 AM
Thanks for the Fav ...Much appreciated...:)
=ProfessorSnipe:iconProfessorSnipe: Jun 7, 2008, 9:28:48 AM
THANK YOU for adding "My 70's Show" [link] to your :+fav:'s, I appreciate it! :thumbsup:
~allycatcarmel:iconallycatcarmel: May 24, 2008, 8:02:57 AM
Thank you for the favorite on my polaroid picture!!! =)

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*alix05:iconalix05: May 15, 2008, 4:26:22 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!
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~xsoxprettyxburningx:iconxsoxprettyxburningx: May 5, 2008, 12:28:48 AM
You're a fucking trooper! :party:


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~im-walkingaway:iconim-walkingaway: May 1, 2008, 12:04:22 PM
thanks for the fave add =D

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~olive-tea:iconolive-tea: Apr 5, 2008, 10:23:23 AM
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~vamp-kiss:iconvamp-kiss: Feb 29, 2008, 9:26:24 PM
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=pprincessbydawn:iconpprincessbydawn: Feb 24, 2008, 3:46:21 AM
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~ButterflyxCaught:iconButterflyxCaught: Feb 13, 2008, 11:47:11 AM Mood: Happy
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*chimy-rainbow:iconchimy-rainbow: Jan 30, 2008, 5:03:20 AM
thank you :star:

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~Toonfreak:iconToonfreak: Jan 22, 2008, 9:39:55 AM
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~Jexyland:iconJexyland: Jan 16, 2008, 4:52:50 PM
Hi! :wave:
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~hiimlucifer:iconhiimlucifer: Jan 6, 2008, 11:18:42 AM
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I only wanna see the light that shines behind your eyes...
~AlChEmY-KaM41:iconAlChEmY-KaM41: Jan 5, 2008, 8:39:49 PM
:O it sure ...sorta is. Aha, thank you for showing me that website :] I like that art whoever did it. I'm actually not so proud of space city or whatever. It's been about 1-2 years since I've drawn that. :P

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~Lust07:iconLust07: Jan 3, 2008, 9:53:25 PM
hey go to this website [link] and click the artpiece "race 13". the water color u did, space city it think, is done almost the same way. that whole website is full of great stuff.

remember to keep chasing your dreams and never give up!
*shel-yang:iconshel-yang: Jan 1, 2008, 7:44:54 PM
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=MOONDOGPROD1:iconMOONDOGPROD1: Dec 27, 2007, 7:46:00 PM
Have a happy MMVIII...Moondog :star: :sun:

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~Maimeetim:iconMaimeetim: Dec 25, 2007, 1:01:12 PM
Thankyou very much for the 'Night Sky' :+fav:
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Please also check out my other version of it....
[link]
Much appreciated!! :D
Mai
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